Apologizing...

.....even though i feel like i'm at the wrong side for being silent and reserved right now...

...even being bad means that i hang a thin thread between us...

....even i feel guilty over my childish and immature attitude, seriously its not something that i should be proud of..never..

...if only 'people' value and respect me better before..and not being selfish and kept it to themselves...

....i don't expect and wish that my act create tension, questionable and weird to other people...who care as they don't care from the start...

....i forgive and forget...

....but i can't even tone down my ego....

....the more i try, the more it build and rises up..up..and up...

...where do you stand, where is your dignity?