why didnt I received the money yet??

 Hehehe...
The title seems a bit desperate...but its true. Its how I can described what is my heart telling me since 3 weeks ago...

Kwsp.....why?

Im honestly saying...questioning...sighing...when will I accepting the notification as mentioning...aaahhhh..

Lately...Ive been counting days.. insyaAllah if dipermudahkan..keluarlah mesej itu bgtau....

#prayforkwsp

Till we meet again..

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salam aidil adha.. maaf zahir dan batin...;)

assalamualaikum..

..while smelling the aroma of rendang, nasi tomato and...usu is stirring the nasi tomato smbil mengomel..
"kenak ko sik nguar nasik tok tek?"...hehehehe...

too bad..partner in crime x balik. too bad also, when u are already home but u still feel sad
because its the day of raya and its the same day u have to return..

its a heavy feeling...sighhhh... alhamdulillah for every prosperous given.

assalamualaikum warahmatullah..assalamualaikum warahmatullah...maka dengan itu selesai la solat
aidil adha...its 8.45am and I need to pack...

til we meet again..dont stuff urself too much!...hehehe

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when u fall in n out of.....

Assalamualaikum....

to fall in and out of love is a beautiful thing..

I guessed I fall in recently...and yes..
but, shortly after...I think I fell out already...
he is a friend...a close friend...a fishing partner friend...
it is inexplainable...its a beautiful feeling...
like a piece of me...I like the way I am beside him...
but, it seems like the feeling only wasn't enough...

I wish him the best...n mine too..
no, I am not heartbroken..
I just have another bless given by Allah swt..

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selamat suda weddingnya....

assalamualaikum....

alhamdulillah..the wedding was a blissed event...lets check out the pics..

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kakak kawen..!!

salam...

it's been long I haven't written anything here...all of a sudden it is an entry about my beloved sis's wedding...

what a significant event!...yesterday, as I dropped off airport...straight to packed the wedding door gift...

till I write more sis....hepi for u...busy..busy..busy..♡

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Just Smile...:)

Assalamualaikum,

a lovely day..with a big cup of coffee really make a happy start..mopping n cleaning certainly enough for our exercise todayyyy...! **hiahhh!!

smile always..as Isa bin Maryam a.s quote as "people are either living in times of ease and well-being or facing tribulation, so be merciful to those who are facing tribulation and thank Allah for your own well-being". the saying  is a big reminder for myself.

sometimes, your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding..if not, then you're just left with knowing nothing of your own life. i'm having it myself, i faced it myself, i endure it myself...alhamdulillah, Allah shows me i'm no extra special among many people He created.

why people just hating 'problem' so much?? ..or definite as a situation, person or thing that needs attention and needs to be dealt with or solved..so it needs extra attention and have to be faced or resolve.

sometimes, the littlest thing in life are the hardest to take. you can sit on a mountain more comfortably than on a tack..what are human without a pain of even a pinch?..hehehe..

(Asy-Syura 42:30)
...dan apa sahaja musibah yang menimpa kamu maka adalah disebabkan oleh perbuatan tanganmu sendiri, dan Allah memaafkan sebahagian besar (daripada kesalahan-kesalahanmu).

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the right choice..yeah!

...proud of myself. even new event tidaklah sebagak yang people will thought, but at least sudah disuarakan...fuhhh...

others,..emm, found new interest. slightly n increasingly fun..gud thing it doesn't jump too big. Seronok that way as darah tidak tlalu naik..huh???

don't know y, but recently mengajar seems fun.. to denda n get revenge n then..to see the result of their hidden brilliant..its worth it.! it's real stupid kalo mengajar n denda2 membabubibabuta as a way of showing strike..

i believe that budak pedalaman is much-much-more brilliant compared to budak bandar..REAL PURE man!!! u teach with pure sources..put aside  the heck of internet...u dig up their real talent n knowledge..without a slight of sly... WORTH IT! done!

LOVE in every taste of it...

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Apologizing...

.....even though i feel like i'm at the wrong side for being silent and reserved right now...

...even being bad means that i hang a thin thread between us...

....even i feel guilty over my childish and immature attitude, seriously its not something that i should be proud of..never..

...if only 'people' value and respect me better before..and not being selfish and kept it to themselves...

....i don't expect and wish that my act create tension, questionable and weird to other people...who care as they don't care from the start...

....i forgive and forget...

....but i can't even tone down my ego....

....the more i try, the more it build and rises up..up..and up...

...where do you stand, where is your dignity?

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distance..

...can feel the distance..
 jauh di mata, jauh di hati.( hehehe, ungkapan miss Lawie the dearest)....
seru belum sampai.
i'm just the person yg tidak boleh diharap....
the more u get nearer, the more i get far away...

i move by force,
but it seems like your force making the distance seems real far...
it just the life that i choose,
i can't get tangle, i can't be chain and i'm not good with promises..
may u find someone suits u best..
May Allah swt bless u.

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